Tales of Shadow...

I realized after I post the previous post that I should have added these as well. Whatever. Their just random questions I have in life. They don't have to be answered.

Why do people love to hate?
Why do we feel like we have to belong (like socially)?
What's so bad about suicide?
Why do people deny love?
Why can't people just accept fate?
What allows people to treat each other so cruelly?
Why do people feel the need to stay quiet?
Why do people fear death so much they have to may up an imaginary place for after life?
Why do people kill for no reason?
Why do people feel that death is okay to some while believing it's not okay to suicide?
Why do people create enemies out of people for no reason?
Why can't people admit their mistakes?
Why are people so greedy?
Why do people feel emotion?
Why do people try to force their own beliefs on to others that feel different?
Why do people say being different is okay while trying to make you like everyone else?
Why can't people just leave each other alone?
How will the world end?
What's it like to die?

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most: love.
Please repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.


And in other news, I feel really emo today.

I was in freaking pain most of today. Yesterday, I was at the food back with my dragon boat team to help pack food and other volunteer work. Most, if not everybody that showed up, over worked themselves. We even broke the record for the most packed food in a day. I made boxes, ripped cases, packed cereal, and then carried cases of cans of juice. That's basically what I did most of the day. So yeah, at the rate we worked, I'd be surprised if I fully heal before Wednesday or Thursday.

Sweet. It's my birthday today and I got so many gifts. Thanks guys!!! :) Although, I got a lot of homework so that sucks butt. Plus, I have a bio test tomorrow that covers three chapters. Other than that, I'm so happy. My mom got me a mocha and chocolate mousse and it looks so good.

I felt really stupid though because a few days ago, I was all wondering how old I was. Then I realized that I turn 15 on the 15th this year! hehehe.... I feel so noobish.

Whatever. :)

Edit: Yup. I did it again. I can't seem to get 100% though, but this will have to do.

Hello, Phantom Fan! You're a 89% Phantom Fan!

Not too shabby! You know the book well enough to get over half the answers right, even though you sometimes get events confused with the musical version (or others). Still, at least you've probably seen more than one version to get confused over. Of course, Erik is a perfectionist, so he'd probably sit you down and make you memorize your Leroux until you score 100%. Because you really could do better.

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 99% on knowledge

Link: The Super-Dooper Phantom Fan Test written by therealdaae on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

"Why is it that, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns than holding hands?" - Ernest Gaines

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Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind.

taken from my friend.

i've only really done three but only because i don't have the supplies.

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after so long, here they are

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no comment on them. post shall be purely pics. *nods*

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i realize that i have nearly forgotten to post here. *sweat* so i might as well post a bunch of pictures here at once. not this post though. this shall be for a little rant.

rant:
i got bitten by a spider yesterday while taking a shower. i didn't notice it until i felt a pain up my leg. when i saw it, it was trying to crawl up my leg. XP. talk about scary. then when i told my family, they fucking yelled at me and said it was my own fault! plus they know how deathly afraid of spiders i am. *cries* i want a hug.

*cries* I lost a very important folder on my computer!! I had everything in it that I need!! *gonk* T_T

Yay! Our picnic was today and we had so much fun! Although it was only four hours long which sucked. It was still fun. Although, we couldn't go swimming in the bay and we're only allowed in the swimming pool. When the last group were getting out of the waters, a bunch of teachers told a few students that they were loading the buses already, even though they weren't. I was really wet when I got on the bus! Anyway, here are some pictures of my friends and I on the picnic. Do note that all were taken as soon we got a spot for the day.

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This happened two days ago but whatever. My friends and I were playing Soul Caliber 2 for game cube. My friend, Fuji, was playing Link while I was Kilk. After like 7 battles, something funny happened. I ended up hitting Link in the crotch.

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Yes... down there. At least 5 times too!

Fuji: You hit him in the crotch! You hit him in the crotch!!! You hit him there!

Me: *couldn't stop laughing*

Yeah... that's kinda what we said. I died, but it was so worth it.

Superstar Shomo! lol. It's funny. Shomo is really good friend of mine at school. Today, Ishi and I were talking about the stories we have (and yes I haven't forgotten about it...) and we both realized that we will have Shomo in at least one of our stories. Plus, in both, we have him really rich. When we told him, he was like, "What am I? The Asian Bill Gates?"

We both laughed and said yeah. It was really funny! Anyway, I'm right now making a pink bunny for Shomo since on Friday, he was all going on about wanting a cuddle bunny to hug and stuff. So I'm making him one. *smiles* Also, I brought the near completed Link plushie to school today. Fuji held it in her arms all day. All I really need to do is just make it some clothes. *shifty eyes* Yes... I brought a nekid!Link to school and my friend was hugging it all day... Okay, I think that about covers what happened today.

Cya!

Three days ago, on Tuesday, something very weird and crazy happened. My friends, Magali and Fuji, and i were waiting to the bus. It was science night at school and they were giving away free pizza. It took forever to get here. We had to call a bunch of people to see if they could give us a ride before the bus came. Unfortunately, when it did come, it was so effing full! We couldn't get on. After it left, Fuji's phone rang and Magali's dad told us he could give a ride. Just after he hung up, a empty bus came up. We were like "WTF?!". While we were waiting for her dad, more empty buses passed by. When we started to look for Magali's dad, Fuji and I started going "Is that it?" to every car (for me anyway) that passed by. Of course, she got annoyed in about... five seconds after we started to do this. Thankfully, we got there in time to be able to pig out on the pizza. It was really cool cause the people there were showing us what happens with liquid nitrogen. It was so cool cause they froze a banana and it broke! At the end of the night, we got goodie bags which were weird. The boys got these hand mirrors and the girls didn't. Whatever...

Never, and I mean NEVER, run up a set of stairs when you have a 5 pound book in your hands and a 25 pound backpack on your back. The worst part was, I didn't need that book that day. Anyway... my English Placement test is next week along with the other tests. Since, I'm also making plushies, I have made a summer project plan. I shall make:

1. Gir

2. Severus Snape

3. Sephiroth

4. Shuishi

I might do more, but thats all I have planned so far.

Edit: I have home to realize that making Sephiroth and Shuishi is nearly impossible. For one, it would cost a lot more than I would be able to aford. Second, I would have to buy everything since I don't really have the color they have. Last, I need this summer to get a head start so I would have enough credic.

okay... i totally forgot about this. anyway, testing is starting with means even less time to do stuff. i'm also working on making plushies now so yeah... anyway, i know why i haven't gotten any ideas for stories. this is why:

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crap. thats what i feel like. when i woke up this morning, my throat was so raw that swallowing was a pain. then my mom took me to the doctors and when i came home, i had to go take a nap. i just woke up a while ago. my throat sill hurts like hell too.